Friday, 16 July 2010

tonight i kissed a boy under a bridge. now i can´t even remember his name. i tried to smoke but the need of love was to mutch. so we kissed instead. we sat there and saw the sunrise and i just wanted to be in that moment forever. after a while we toke his bike back to our friends by the lake. but he went to his place and i went home to mine when the first bus started to go again.
i want to meet that boy again. but this town is big and im a fucking idiot.

Sunday, 18 October 2009

The strong moonlight gave my room a creepy light. Franks hand were touching my naked back, i was awake. Totally awake. His naked chest was close. I could feel his heart beating.

He kissed my shoulder. ”i love you, you know that don´t you?”



This is the last word you will hear from me. I will run of now like a scarred cat. Maybe in a few years i will be back. Maybe im back in a week or two?

Only time will tell.


Sunday, 11 October 2009

Saturday, 10 October 2009

Im bored. Im out off inspiration. But i was at this horror party yesterday. It was fun. But i get shy around new people so me, adele and frank just talked all night.


Monday, 5 October 2009

The music was loud. I heard it all though i was outside. The dark night was in front of me and the cold air was surrounding me. We didn´t talk, we just smoked. The same smoke. Adele was off, she end up going home with some guy. We stod there a while, then i felt his hand wandering up my back. The magazine boy and me. His warm lips touched my neck and i tourned around. And the party continued without him and me.

Thursday, 1 October 2009

The reeling is playing in my thin ipod. The sound makes me in the perfect mood for the party to night. Me and Adele is going to dance all night long. Drink beer and kiss pretty boys. Im nervous. The magazine boy is going to be there. And he expects me to be there to. Better get prepared now.

Tuesday, 29 September 2009

He came to my work today, Frank. I had absolutley no idea about his plans for this day. He had talked to my director and he was actually planning to kidnap me. He took my hand and forced me to come with him, i had no intention to say no.

He drived me home to his apartment, draged me up the stairs and then made me keep my eyes closed.

”You can open know, i guess” he said with his beautiful voice.

The hall was decored with small lamps and sheets hanged from the white wall. It was like a bright and wonderful cave. I grabed his hand, he smiled and looked at me.

I hate mondays so thank you frank for a wonderful Tuesday.